Scribbled on the bathroom wall by lil-monkey-94, literature
Literature
Scribbled on the bathroom wall
From him to her, to the bathroom wall
Another secret splashed up for the world to see
Each time you tear it down
Back it comes, in greater numbers
It'll jump out at you when you least expect it
Displaying what you "really" are
For the whole world to see
Just another gossip
Todays newspaper, tomorrows fish and chip wrappers
Just because you forget
Doesn't mean I will.
No expectations
But a hope. A prayer.
Just for a kiss
Maybe today
Move slowly closer
But quickly apart
No expectations
Just a total yearning
Having to sit on my hands
Maybe today
No
Today I have to run away.
No expectations
I should just do it
It's only a kiss
Maybe today
The chicken clucks
Maybe tomorrow.
Supposedly a Love Poem by lil-monkey-94, literature
Literature
Supposedly a Love Poem
It didn't happen straight away.
It wasn't a brick falling on my head
There was no "fated to be together"
And it certainly wasn't "Love at first sight"
Who can say if it's love anyway.
But somewhere in muffled background conversation
I can manage to hear his name.
Teased and taunted
Without doing anything to warrant it
But wishing you could make that smile happen
Everyday.
Childish daydreams of kids names
Mingled in with slightly more adult ones
Moments of awkward, and idiotic behavior
Mix with moments where everything seem just right
And then I reveal far too much
In what is supposedly
A love poem
The street never seemed different. Tall and blonde, they both walked arm in arm. They never had a moment of "something isn't right." Everything was completely the same. But as they climbed the steps, they heard not a sound. This night the dogs didn't bark, but a high pitched cry, a small child it would seem, could be heard echoing through the streets, beautifully, mournfully. The cars from the main street, only a row of houses over, could still be heard, but they were not businessmen returning home late, no partying youths. They drove with purpose. The street lamps came on as usual. Then, as the clock struck midnight, the lights all went off.
She stands out by standing in the corner by herself, watching everyone bustle around her.
She's completely different, but only someone who'd never been around her could tell.
She stands alone without showing any emotion, but they all know there is something going on, and so they avoid her.
She doesn't quite know if she should care.
She's one of the few with a mind of her own, but she doesn't know how to use it.
She isn't sucked in by their music and their fads. She isn't sucked in by anything
She's bland, dull, a blank slate.
Yet no-one can mold her
She's unhappy.
She can't help it, she can't truly hide it.
Longing can no longer des
Melancholy spinster.
Spinning romantic ideals through her fingers, each one slipping past.
Feelings of inadaquecy linger long after the ought to have been dismissed.
Never quite bringing herself to cry.
Can't show that single tear of defeat
Long gone is the feeling of lips on hers
Not even a true memory remains
Just the phantom of a memory
Not quite sure if it's real,
If it actually really happened.
And how much was missed?
How much went to waste?
A year trying not to hurt him
Now left isolated, awkward and unsure.
Timing never was quite right.
Two beats ahead of everyone else.
Now suddenly three beats behind.
Twenty eight
Friends With Benefits by lil-monkey-94, literature
Literature
Friends With Benefits
All Friends Come With Benefits.
Laughter, Presents, Vodka, Bortsch
Roses, Kisses, Chocolate, Bortsch
Slav, Hippy, Horsey, Bortsch
Crazy, Nerdy, Ginger, Bortsch
Cabbage, Cabbage, Algebra, Bortsch.
Dumbledore, Snape, Maybe one day a Porstch
Obama, Social Studies, and the Beatles.
Demetri, Surprise, Queenie, Sounds
Slav, Beach, Cabbage Bortsch
Genius y Dos Gallinas Gordas.
Yoga, Shoeless, Dancing, <3
"Watch as she attempts to secure herself a mate"
All Friends Come With Benefits.
Dumped in a Mc Donalds by lil-monkey-94, literature
Literature
Dumped in a Mc Donalds
With a sardonic smile he sat
Watching her take yet another calorie-soaked bite
She, blissfully unaware, would smile sweetly,
Between mouthful and slurp.
His disdain grows, her ignorance never falters.
"Its over"
He says and he bolts.
Girl, left choking on her own disbelief
Left, sitting dumbstruck
Amongst the morbidly obese and lovestruck teens
Left with just a half-eaten burger and bereft with disappointment
Her sugar-spoiled face breaks
Left crying in a McDonalds
Dear Daddy
You are the person
Im meant to look up to
Im the person
You should always be nice to
You are meant to
Always be there for me
You are always supposed to
Stand up and care for me
You are always meant
To buy me presents
You are always meant
To be here, in the present
Dear Daddy
You are my one and only
You are the one I want to always be
Daddy, I love you but daddy please
Stop getting drunk,
Stop hitting me.
Daddy, you came home late last night
You crashed through the door.
I got a huge fright
As you pushed me to the floor
You kicked mummy
You punch her too
Today you apologised,
Said you loved h
Ballad for an Unlucky Fellow by lil-monkey-94, literature
Literature
Ballad for an Unlucky Fellow
He walks in
Seemingly fine
A cheerful look
Glitters in his eye
He talks and laughs
He smiles and grins
The makes elaborate plots
To do with bins
He jokes around
With all his friends
You could never tell
He is broken and bent
Because beneath
His cherry eyes
Horrible things
Covered up by miles
Of other things
That distracts him so
He does not dwell
On things bellow
The surface of
His rock hard skin
You cant see behind
His never-ending grin
His bruises and scars
You can not see
His protective wall
Wont be breached by thee
That young man
Deserves a prize
For covering all that up
With just a smile
He ta
The boy walked past
The girls hearts go wild
The boy gives a smile
The girls all snatch a piece
A girl looks longingly
They boys cheeks burn
The girl turns away
The boy sighs Not today
The boy is hassled
The girls heart cries
The boy whispers in her ear
The girl just stares
The other girls throw looks of ice
The other boys laugh & tease
The girl smiles and rolls her eyes
The boy feels a knot released
The boy felt a crushing feeling
The girl screamed out in pain
The boy blanked out
The girl is suddenly quiet
The sirens yelled
The parents cried
The boy was dead
As the girls heart slowly died
Beating quick
Beating slow
It flutters fast
As he walks past
It can bur n
And it can break
Sometimes clothes
Can make it ache
Sometimes life
Is just to much
It attacks
People die from such
Beauty deceives
Untrained eyes
Hearts of those
Tells such lies
In the end
Hearts burn out
Some die quiet
Some end with a SHOUT!
Today I swore that Id be good
Id try to be quiet, when I should
Id do my work, finish it quick
So my teachers would not spit
Id not be ignorant of the news
Id try so hard not to scuff my shoes
Today I would not be mean
Id be polite enough to meet the queen
Id be as perfect as can be
So my teachers couldnt yell at me
Today was to be a turn around
Id improve in leaps and bounds
But today is about go quite quick
In fact soon my clock will tick.
Ill try again tomorrow
They left me here
Bound in silence
But for a moan
Or a scream
From the dark
I was to be
Transferred temporarily
I obeyed
Like a sheep
Then I saw
My new home
I yelled
I kicked
I ran
I almost escaped
But they got me
They told me
That this was
Temporary
Chains & Death
Are not
Temporary
Eyes followed her
Walking down the street
She goes into the mall
Friends, she is planning to meet
Eyes are fixed on her
As she chats with her mates
About make-up and parties
and their new dates
Eyes watch her amble
Into the park
The perfect time to strike
It is starting to get dark
The owner of the eyes
Appear from nowhere
A smile on his face
A lopsided grin, reaching only one ear
The girl who was watched
Steps back in shock
The man is pointing at ther
With an automatic glock
The man who followed
Forces her into a public loo
He violated her
There was nothing she could do
She almost escaped
the vicious mans grasp
But
She sits alone
In the corner
at the side of the room
A fountain
of flaming hair
Flourishing down her back
In waves and turrets
She sits alone
Her eyes flicker
from board to book
book to board
She sits alone
She sits silence
With her paper
and her pens
The only sound
is the ink gliding along
She sits alone
Her paper is covered
In bright rays of pigment
Every hue splatted out
on her canvas
She sits alone
She draws herself
A highlighter princess
surrounded in all creatures
of this world
She sits alone
She tucks away
her pens
and her paper
her fantasy
is shrouded
by a deep cavernous bag
She leaves alone
She
The boy walked by
The girl stared
The boy didnt know
How much she cared.
For the boy whos heart
Had turned to stone
His parents cruelty
When he was alone
They screamed cruel words
That cut like blades
The always yelled
They never praised
The girl was young
She was unaware
That poor boys pain
She couldnt share
The way he flinched
When her hand came close
The way he shivered
Hurt them both
His eyes would speak out
A thousand words each
When she got up
And tried to leave
His cavernous room
That swallowed him in one
His father would laugh
Now Ill have some fun
He hit him horrendously
And
A lone girl,
Sitting, in a bath of grief
A secret cloak of sorrow
Covering, the beauty of her mind
The silent boy
Starring, into a mirror of depression
A terrible blanket of darkness
Shrouding his soul
The meagre woman,
Merely glancing, at joyous memories
A cruel sheet of chaos,
Freezing a childhood of love
The pensive man,
Spinning, colours of insanity
Clouded with voices of mirth
His mind in madness
The world,
A rainbow of emotion
A carnival of sound covers us,
Imprisoning all,
In a land of shadows
Melancholy spinster.
Spinning romantic ideals through her fingers, each one slipping past.
Feelings of inadaquecy linger long after the ought to have been dismissed.
Never quite bringing herself to cry.
Can't show that single tear of defeat
Long gone is the feeling of lips on hers
Not even a true memory remains
Just the phantom of a memory
Not quite sure if it's real,
If it actually really happened.
And how much was missed?
How much went to waste?
A year trying not to hurt him
Now left isolated, awkward and unsure.
Timing never was quite right.
Two beats ahead of everyone else.
Now suddenly three beats behind.
Twenty eight
Current Residence: Christchurch Favourite genre of music: Acoustic/Old School Rock Favourite style of art: Photography Operating System: Apple even though I have vista D= MP3 player of choice: iPod Mini Favourite cartoon character: Donald Duck <3 Personal Quote: Dana gets the joke
Favourite Visual Artist
Monet | Dana xD
Favourite Movies
The Breakfast Club | Dirty Dancing | Pretty in Pink | Sixteen Candles
Honesty
Honestly, what's on your mind? This quiz and the episode of boston legal I'm watching
Honestly, what are you doing right now? This quiz & Watching Boston Legal
Honestly, who is your best friend? I have a group of them xD Poppy, Henrieta, Dana, Ziz, Alex & Hanna
Honestly, have you done something bad today? I slept till 11 and skipped breakfast?
Honestly, do you watch Disney channel? Occasionally, yes.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? My Mum xD
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? Nope
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? People being too cool
Honestly, do you bite your nails? R
YOU KNOW YOU WANA KNOW BOUT ME AE..
First name: Harriet
Middle name: Kay Nightingale
Last name: Wise
Like your name?: Not my middle names, but my first name I like
Niknames: Harry-Rat, Harry, Hazza G, Non-Slav, Bugs, Bunny, Harold, the list goes on
Gender: Female
Nationality: New Zealander
Occupation: Student
&&APPERANCE
Eye colour: Blue
Hair colour: Red/Brown. I'm thinking a deep red to dye it next. . .
Height: 5 ft 4! I'm so excited! I've only just made 5'4 =P
Skin colour: Racist!
Tattoos: None yet =P I want a Treble Clef on my ankle
Piercings: My ears
Braces: Once upon a time
Glasses: Si
Contacts: Can't have 'em.
&&STY
Stupid Things
How Many Stupid Things Have You Done. Out of 144
Level 1
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) done weed
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) drank alcohol
SO FAR: 2
Level 2
(x) are/been in love
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted (when I was a kid lol)
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight (Primary school... lol)
SO FAR: 4
Level 3
( ) snuck out of a parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone out on a blind date
SO FAR: 5
Level 4
(x) had a crush on an older person
( ) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x)